So my 25th birthday will officially be in an hour. That means I’m leaving the 18-24 group to enter the 25-34, when it comes to measuring demographics. I’ve been feeling very sensitive during this past days. I don’t feel excited at all & I’ve been trying to analyze why is that. The most logical conclusion I’ve came up with, is the fact that I don’t feel fulfilled at 25. As if I’m getting older and I haven’t reached the level of success I desire. Maybe that’s why some people don’t feel excited to age. I think that my family have indirectly played a big role into this to. I haven’t met my parents’ expectations 2 years after graduating college. I don’t have the job my mom wants me to have. I don’t earn the money I should be earning by now. Etc, etc. But it’s ok, I have to stop being distracted by negativity, being the victim and just continue working towards my goals.
I know what I want to do. I know who I’m going to become. I know that this 09 is a VERY important year for me. I’ve known it for a while now, so it doesn’t matter if others don’t. I just have to keep focused, to stay motivated. I have to keep dreaming. I’ve received so many synchronicities & affirmations in the past weeks but yet, I still worry? Great things are yet to come. I gotta stop making myself and others miserable just because I’m turning another year older. In fact, I should be thankful. Thankful because not many get to live for 25 years. I now know that in 12 months I’ll look back to this post , remember how I was feeling during those days, and think what I fool I was when I was 24.
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